Something that bothers me

Something that bothers me, is when people talk about there wonderful day when I am having  a bad day. Or when people tell me about there dad because the last time I saw my dad was when I was 5 and every time I would go over there he would abuse me somehow like hit me I wouldn't be able to leave the upstairs with out getting yelled at by him. So when people talk about there dad it just makes what to cry cause I pretty much don't have a dad or at least one that treats me ok. me my brother and sister have all different dads so there dads are like my dad in a way cause my dad was never there for me he actullay has been to jail for abuseing me before but he got out like 2 years ago and now he tries to hit my mom and everything cause he wants to get full care of me but it anit going to happen. he even took my mom to court last year to try to get me but the judge told him no because you treat her and her mom like they are nothing so no way you will take care of her. it kinda scares me cause I got a brother on my dads side and he lives with him.